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Out Of Time

Out Of Time

Was soooo tired today..
Not only that I slept late last nite (arnd 2plus again), but I've been getting troubling dreamz..
The weird thing is that all the dreams haf something to do the next day or smth..
Coz, I dreamt I ponned OP on tuesday by climbing out.. Then all I rmb was being chased by the PW teachers.. Like wut the... Coz of that, I didnt get a good slp..
Thirdly, I HAD TO WAKE UP EARLY coz of PR meeting in the morning..
Anywayz, since it was a meeting with A (one,singular) TA around, I had to show up in full school U..
Nth much during the meeting 'cept that ALOT OF DEADLINES were noted and that PR comm suddenly had ALOT OF WORK all of a sudden.. LoL..
Were dismissed around 11.45 liddat and wanted to go to Swensens with the JC1 Bash comm.. But I need to rush home instead.. Told mos that if he wanted to he, nessa, mao and whoever else was there could go to..
Spent the whole time from 12+ till 1.30 preparing la.. Thanx to Mom for cooking those wonderful dishes!
W8ted.. w8ted and w8ted.. At 1.45, Dinesh cancelled, said he couldn't come.. I was like ok..
At 2plus liddat, clara called.. turned out only her and ping showed up.. LoL.. Thanx! But I think if amos was there he'd finish everything my Mom cooked sia.. LoL..
So, it's juz us 3, doin nth but eating and watching Desperate Hsewives 2 until jon showed up arnd 3.30...
Rented him some DVDs and showed him my zhnged-out CPU.. LoL.. He look stoned the whole time la..
Anywayz, my guests left around 4+ and currently, I'm rushing my InR (coz deadline's tmr.. sianz) and I have around 12 hours to memorise my OP.. But heck it anyway.. Maybe.. I'm gonna be true to what I've dreamt this morning.. hahaz.. Hopefully the PW teachers wont be so on and hunt me down.. LoLx..

One of e few pix I took of those who went today. Selamat Hari Raya to all my guests..

Twistin' at 6:00 pm

Commendation Day

Commendation Day

Was supposed to blog bout this ytd, but I was too tired coz of next yr 1st O meeting..
Anywayz, yesterday was SRJC's commendation day and although I wasn't a prizewinner, at least I had some fun (coz it was also the last day of term..)
It began rather dull coz basically everybody knew that you had to go to school juz to return your report book..
After morning assembly, proceded to write petitions for both Ced and Maisara.. Hopefully, the class petition will help them boost their chances of promotion.. (I dun care even if it'll require 500, let alone 1 million siggies, I'd still wanna see 'em promoted)
Thanx to JonChan for re-writing it ~~in a better handwriting~~ Ariel Font, size 12.. LoL
And also thanx to Alvin for getting all the siggies..
Anywayz, during the award ceremony itself, since I was sitting besides Zhisheng and JonChan (a.k.a. class jokers).. We end up making crappy jokes or laughing at timothy (who received 4 prizes..)
One good thing about yesterday was that 061S02 won the Most Outside CG Award coz of our participation during Nday, and coz we have like the most ppl with leadership posts.. CONGRATS to 061S02!! May we win the MOCG Award next yr!!
After the award ceremony, I had to join up with the other SC peeps for.. more Sai-Kang, More Smiles work...
We had to go for the opening "ceremony" of the new Demo Lab (not demolitions.. but demoNSTRATIONs) and the opening of the creativity corner or smth.. (which was juz a pillar covered by broken wood.. LoLx But the carving by Mr Ou was damn nice..)
Grabbed a lite lunch at the reception area b4 going for the super long orientation "meeting".. which was more like juz talking bout ideas.. Nth much..
Well.. This is wuts sucky bout blogging one day AFTER an event coz I 4got some interesting stuff bout ytd which I wanted to include.. Damn.. STML.. =S

Anywayz, this is the quiz I owe from Jonsei.

Tag five people at their tagboard after doing.

1. Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
Yep.. But NOT SO DIRECT...

2. If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
Play my "cards" (options), see how much she like e other person, then go thru risk management see if it's possible to make her change her mind.

3. You have accidently bumped into your crush and his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
If I'm INVITED, I'll join.. If not, then continue wutever I'm supposed to do.. =x

4. Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you think he/she likes you?
Slightly, but it's what she does DURING prom itself that'll convince me..

5. What will you do if your crush said "I love you" to you?
Look her in the eye and reply "I love you too"

6. Who is your crush?
None.. Even If I haf, I ain't that dumb to put her name here =x

7. Do you think your crush like you too?
Look at answer above..

8. Why do you like your crush?
Look at the 2 previous answers

9. Do you share any interests with your crush?
Look at the 3 previous answers

10. Will you ever going to marry your crush?
Crush, No. Until it's confirmed i.e. no longer a crush, but stead, then yes.

NOW, A WORD FOR A WORD.
1. Having feelings for myself
Who doesn't..

2. Loving someone is tiring
Depends on WHO that someone is..

3. Breaking up is freedom
Nah.. It hurts..

4. Going on a date is a waste money
Not if you REALLY LOVE the other

5. Long walk on the beach is boring
Alone, YES. With others, Nopex.

6. Saying "I love you" is lame
Abit.. Muz "spice" things up... Use more complicated terms.. LoL..

7. Making out is so gross
Guy and Girl, Not So. Same Sex.. That's F***ing gross...

8. Prom sucks
With a date it won't..

9. Your boyfriend/girlfriend is someone
Nopex.. Single..

AND THE QUESTIONS.
1. Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautiful lie?
Painful Truth..

2. Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
I ain't shallow, but neither am I despo. I WANT pretty AND nice.. LoL..

3. Group date or One-on-one date?
1-on-1

4. Dating someone or staying alone?
(Imagine your boyfriend/girlfriend is away for a few years)
staying alone.. Being faithful is a virtue..

5. Great body or great mind?
Look at answer 2.. Lolx

6. It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or your friends?
For now, friends..

7. Follow your heart or your mind?
Mind.. Think, b4 I do smth..

8. You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
Confess.. No point hiding anyway..

9. Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
Obviously the dinner.. It's so much easier to bask in one another's ambience when compared to the amusement park..

10. The way you say good bye after you went on a date.
I'll say "What a nite, Hope you've enjoyed yourself. I'll be w8tin to c u again".. Or smth similar..

1. JH
2. Ping (whom I noe won't do..)
3. Wolsy
4. Iven
5. Andrew (do after ur As man..)

Twistin' at 1:47 pm

End Of A Blessed Month

End Of A Blessed Month

Today, 29th Ramadhan 1427H, marks the last day of the Holy Month of Ramadhan..
Means only one thing, Eidul Fitri is tmr and that I have a whole year to wait before the next Ramadhan comes...
This Ramadhan has taught me several lessons, the main one being to persevere, never give up...
And Allah has indeed rewarded me..
Syukur Allhamdullilah, Praise be to Allah
For in this month,
He has not only blessed me with material wealth, but with spiritual wealth and a clear mind to concentrate on my promos..
Tonite, I juz pray and hope that Allah will blessed my loved ones and I so that we may live to experience another Ramadhan... Insya' Allah...

Found the following story through Islamicity.. No doubt it inspires me and gave me hope.. May Allah bless us all as we leave the Holy Month of Ramadhan and enter Syawal.. Insya' Allah..
Latino Converts in America

Twistin' at 8:35 pm

Screw Upz

Screw Upz

Had GM on Friday..
I missed WL's B-day coz of that, and also coz of my new com..
Haiz.. I'll make it up to you guys nxt time...
GM went rather alrite,
Addressed some issues here and there..
Anywayz, I knew I made some screw ups...
I know, I'm not perfect...
It kinda affected my weekend..
Can't really think straight..
Hopefully the letter will answer the questions...
Missing those days when things were a lot simpler...

Well, at least I have one thing to look forward to,
'Eidul Fitri...

Twistin' at 12:14 am

Sixty Two

Sixty Two

Hahaz..
I'm so HAPPY TODAY...
Quite a contrast from my past 2 days...
Firstly, was when I got back my results...
Chem - D, Maths - B, Bio - B
Econs - D, GP - D, ML - C
Total up to 62 pts out of 80.. Hahaz..
Luckily I nvr kena taupok for that man...
2ndly,
I can't believe I improved on my maths so much..
I mean, from 18/100 to 62/100... WoW... Sixty Two...
3rdly,
My new desktop is coming into fruition...
*dunnoe how many GHz* Intel Duo-Core processor
256MB Nvidia Geforce 7600GT GPU
500GB Hard-disk
And I dunnoe wut else...
Basically, my bro and I decided to buy a new desktop instead and zhng it like mad...

Hmm.. That's about it..
Basically, Thank God for everything sia...
I've prayed hard for dayz such as these man...
I pray more will come...
God Willing..

FYI, anybody playing lotto quick go and buy 6262... Hahaz... Today only.. Hehe... =x

For my friends, I noe u can make it.. Try Harder, Study Harder next time and I know u can make it..
The reason we fall today is so that we can pick ourselves up and move further tomorrow...

Twistin' at 9:21 pm

Days of Monotony

Days of Monotony

Long boring day today...
Came to school to do OP but ended up doing nth instead...
Was damn tired to begin the day with (coz I'm still mad) but dragged myself to school JUZ FOR OP..
Since I went to school, I had to attend the H1 econs lecture and as usual for any other "lectures" these days, we had to copy answers, go through promo qs.. Bummer..
I was paying attention to the 1st half only. The 2nd half merely filled with me writing my name 10 times in different "font/styles" and doodling... Guess I wasn't the only one doing that.. And I made it a habit to write out the whole school song but kept missing a few verses.. (Saints School song by e way.. not college anthem)
1st lecture ended around 10am and I rushed the other 4 to Kovan Macs fearing the lack of seats there for us to do our OP, but alas, I had to remain in school for awhile to get some ML worksheets..
On the way out of school, BIG BUMMER... The Fat One announced over the PA that J1s weren't allowed out of the school until 12.30.. Fk.. Juz Fk..
(FYI, if you readers are wondering why the cursing and all, it's coz I'm pissed.. Refer to last post)
So, there I was, stuck in school, NOTHING TO DO.. Time to kill..
Met up with jonchan, jer & gordon(who later had to go for OP)..
Met with TMX, then we killed time basically by scouting the perimeter for other exits.. Jon proclaims their's 7, but we found 4-or-so exits...
Didn't really wanna go out since we had to come back anyway but that's juz how FK UP my day was.. SIANESS...
Anywayz, Bio started around 1.45.. Found out that I'm the highest for MCQ in-par with Zhanny.. Deja Vu... Soooo SIAN DEJA VU man...
Basically, nothing interesting happened after tt... Sianess..
Tmr, getting back results... Hmm.. Hopefully, it won't be as a BUMMER day as today...

Twistin' at 9:15 pm

Limits, Everyone Has Theirs..

Limits, Everyone Has Theirs..

This has been goin' on in my mind for a long while now...
It's basically gotta do with some stuff I'm pissed at..
Partly to do with my comm ppl's disrespect.. (if u're my comm ppl who's reading this is unlikely that u're one of them..)
To begin with, I'd state that everyone has THEIR LIMITS...
Sure, I may smile alot, joke alot, laugh alot, but it's because there's time for play, time for work...
FYI, I have a very violent, anger-filled past.. I wanted to change this year..
Sure, I've met with lots of obstacles.. I perserved, tried harder not to revert to THAT again...
But, OMG, these past few days were really trying on me..
I mean, joke with me, I'm fine...
Joke AT me.. Well, that's a different thing..
THAT, at least I can tolerate.. IN SMALL DOSES..
What's getting me pissed the F offed is when the person, jokes at me, but cant take it when I joke at them..
What smart fking hypocrites..
Make me so damn pissed 'till I swear la..
But nvm, I'll leave it to those people,
I live by this policy: Do unto others, what you want others to do unto you...
Want me to be good, respect you all, show me respect...
Want a the DEVIL HIMSELF.. I can get him for you... If that's what you want.. Be prepared for him though.. Coz last I heard, he isn't THAT nice...

Twistin' at 8:46 pm

Graduation Day

Graduation Day

Today was SRJC's Grad Day for the J2s and being a SERVICE CCA (juz like TGK said..), we had to come back to school to help the PE department organise the whole event.. Basically, a lot of sai-kang work (dunnoe if I "spelt" it write)..
I was given the task of attendance taking for Prize winners (more "formal" term: Prize Management....)
Had a tedious time marking attendance of the prize winners, checking whether they were at the right seats.. And there's this Colin guy who's like SA Malcolm.. I mean, that colin dude bagged the top prize for all 3 sciences and some other prizes too... Hahaz.. Guess there's always one MO in every school...
Anywayz, had to stand for 2 hrs and basically, my leg was like jelly halfway thru the event.. Kinda uncomfortable when you feel like sitting down but you can't.. Coz you're wearing a tie which means you're on duty...
And that's NOT the worst part... I mean, when your legs are tiring out, you can't sit 'coz you have to keep the J2 prize winners lined up and quiet.. and the next thing you know is that some other "sai-kang-ers" are outside "makaning" prata...
Well, at least we DIDN'T HAF DEBRIEF or else I'd juz drop dead on the fall out of sheer exhaustion...
Wanted to take pix with the 18th after the Grad day ceremonies but I was too tired by then and also 'coz I had to acc. jon to PS to buy some movie tickets of his...
The good thing was that I found Horus Rising.. Must tell YS bout it.. LoL..
Went home, took a long "nap".. Wanted to wake up at 4 but ended up waking up at 6 instead...
I was THAT tired... =x

Anyways, SAJC's open house this saturday.. I'm gonna crash it.. LoLx

Twistin' at 8:27 pm

Palette Orientation...

Palette Orientation...

Had Palette today.. Council had a switch with tennis..
For first half of the day the "normal" councillors learnt fundamentals of tennis from the tennis peeps. Here's some pix from my cam.. (Coz I wasn't allowed to play) =S

The 19th doing warm-ups & stretches

~~Janice~~Saint Pig and Limin trying to eat their shoes.. =x

Janice, Alicia, Limin, Wei Kiat and Jon.. After a "tiring" session of tennis

Tennis players interacting with the 19th.. I think Janice STARE kinda scared 'em..

Janice, Alicia pulling on Jon's ears.. LoL.. I must be damn shag in tt pix..

Shi Ping, Xing Yi,Gayne(Hooper's Girl) and an XTRA gabriel at the back..

Group Pix of 19th SC and Tennis players.. Dunnoe why e 2 behind dustin and I like wanna whack us...

19th SC Pres. and Vice Pres, Amos and 'Ness with Chee Cheong and Joanna frm SRJC tennis

After that, it was the 19th's turn to show tennis a "good" time.. LoL..
We played some games with them, but me, I had to be a games IC for station 1 or smth together with Jamie.. Well, since I kinda had orientation bluez.. Played the BOX GAME.. Hahaz.. Haven't played tt for months..
Kinda impromtu too.. Team box game.. first ever.. LoL..

Playing "entangle".. One of the impromtu games at my station.. LoL..

Jamie & I.. Thanx Jamie.. If not for u, I confirm be stuck there trying to rmb some of the tennis peeps names.. =x

..Jon gets distracted elsewhere.. But Janice face still e same.. LoL.. StoNed

'Nessa giving the tennis peeps tips on public speaking..

After the presentation, we had to practice public speaking with the tennis peeps.. Here's Dinesh's Grp.. Basically, it was a time for me to PROVE MY INNOCENCE for the Ngee Ann zha bo incident... To brudder Jon: She was in front of me.. I cant walk straight w/out looking straight rite....

Hui Lin and Jamie having fun with my cam..

Anywayz, I'm damn SHAG AND TIRED after Orientation briefing.. Basically we only got the theme done.. and a WHOLE NEW SET OF DEADLINES... (Oh Crap!)...
More meetings will come soon... Luckily they've merge 1st O and 2nd O.. More helping hands that way..

Anywayz, Here's some Jon's Stone Pix..:

Jon STONED after ~~kena LICKED by pig~~ Palette ended

During my turn to talk.. I did this POSE

Dunnoe whether Jon STONING or smiling at the pose.. LoL.. The pose "damn" power la...

.. It made Hui Lin & Jamie STONE TOO!!! =x

Twistin' at 9:39 pm

The "Stone-ness" Of It All

The "Stone-ness" Of It All

Had a rather GRANDE BBQ with 1s02 pals ytd at East Coast..
If it weren't for the lack of charcoal, I'd have certainly stayed longer..
I'll post the pix once I can FIND the card reader.. =S
Anywayz, was damn tired today so I kinda slept in till.. NOON..
That's juz how boring my post-promos days are gonna be till the end of October..
Nothing much to do until I get back my results so at least I'll know how well/badly I did...
Haiz..
Sian..
Gonna start searching for my card reader...

Twistin' at 2:50 pm

Surreal Week

Surreal Week

For a week containing all of my H2s and 1 H1 exams, it seems to be a DAMN WEIRD WEEK.. Alot of weird occurences basically..

Firstly, there's the damn HAZE.. Well I would say tt it's effects are weird.. and kinda eerie too.. Those of you reading be glad you dun live opp. a graveyard.. Eventhough it's been exhumed, the haze kinda adds the weird ghostly fog effect...

Secondly, THURSDAY.. There's this weird guy who passed by the corridor of my block.. and he was SINGING OFF KEY DAMN LOUD..
Either his outta his mind or it's the effects of the haze...

Thirdly, FRIDAY.. DURING ECONS ppr.. when all the pprs were collected but we haven't been released yet as the invigils(hehe.. sounds nice) were counted it.. Since I was at the front, some of the invigils frequently walk pass that area.. Then it was Ms.G... Damn funny.. Coz several S1 ppl were talking/whispering and she suddenly muttered (thinking we wouldn't hear) smth like "talk, talk & talk.. tt's all they do.. I wish they'd juz SHUT UP.. LoL.."

Fourthly, Friday (weird day la today).. After pool with my SA frenz, I took the NEL to PTP.. When I reached the PTP MRT, there's a weird announcement over the PA system.. It was like "Attention, this is an announcement.." (then everybody froze.. the next bit was damn hilarious)..
"..for the staff.. Can the Cleaner proceed to the office, Thank You" ..
LoL..
Must be the HAZE again..

Finally,
Got my first official bodyguard mission by Andei.. LoL..
Actually more like forced volunteerism..
Since he was all cold feet (and hands) about acc. somebody outta the gate and he didn't wanna do it alone...
I was "obliged" to follow him till the bus stop..
Since andei's person in question was usually seen in the company of 3 other PERSONs with the same first letter for their first name (something surreal again..), andei was kinda left out..
Here's proof:

Aww.. So sad.. Lucky andei got me to acc. him till the bus stop.. Or else he'll be like stalker liddat.. *No Pun Intended*

Well, that was by far kinda weird moment..

Anywayz, other than weird stuff:
Here's a SUMMARY of today and upcoming events:

Played pool at SSC today with my usual grp of SA frenz, saw Jer there and he was like TOTALLY GAMING... =x Pro sia..
Monday:
Damn Hectic.
Morning, PW meeting with HuiHui Guy
NooN - 6 Doing WR touch ups and maybe abit of gaming..
6-9 S02 BBQ/Dinner

Tuesday:
Morning, MT ANCHOR PPR.. (WTH...)
NooN+ PR OUTING.. probably movie..

Wednesday:
Palette...

Thursday:
REST DAY WOOT!! GAMING TIME!!!!

Friday:
GET BACK RESULTS...

Tt's about as much as I noe..
7 dayz left..
To the beginning of the return of the results...
Hmm...
Doesn't haf that drastic effects as no. of days to start of promos..
Damn Haze.. =x

Twistin' at 10:46 pm

One more day...

One more day..

One more day left to the end of my promos.. H1 econs ppr tmr..
Haiz man... I got the feeling that next yr's 1S02 is gonna be different alrite..
With the current mood that it's gonna take a miracle to promote.. I dunnoe wut else to say bout the results... Bummer...
Anywayz, dunnoe why my cbox won't load up.. Will check it later..
Boredom... =S

*EDIT*
Beta blogger got a sucky Navbar.. Couldn't access the posts with my old template.. So I searched for a new one.. And basically this one actually COVERS the navbar.. Hmm.. Think I'll stick with it for awhile...

Twistin' at 11:07 am

Nearing the end (of promos..)

Nearing the end (of promos..)

Finally.. Tuesday.. End of all of my H2 pprs...
Had maths and bio ytd.. Maths was "do-able" compared to common test..
Bio.. Was alrite... Pity the marker for my ppr.. LoLx.. Hopefully the person can read my "near-legible" handwriting.. But, hey, tt's what u get if u rush ppl.. =S
Chem today was a TOTAL KILLER... I'm sooooo screwed... Section A was the MAJOR KILLER... Qs 2 was the ONLY qs I did with confidence.. the rest... =S..
Anywayz, now that I'm done with the H2 part.. Only left H1 econs on Friday and the WAITING PART.. to get back the results... =S

Well, since I'm not gonna store my laptop in the bag for a long while.. (probably 'till OGL camp).. Means I'm gonna clean up some ~~mess~~misunderstanding which arised during my absence..

Anywayz, I dunnoe if "you" bother to read this, but it's for you. For your cold, cold heart:

I've tried so hard, my dear, to show that we can work as team
Yet you're afraid, each thing I do is just some evil scheme
Mistakes from our troubled past keeps us so far apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart?

Misunderstandings have made your heart sad and blue
And so my heart is payin' for things I didn't do
In anger, unkind words are said, that make the teardrops start
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart?

The more I try to understand you, the more we drift apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart?

Twistin' at 1:23 pm