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Trying to Find Peace, Inner Peace

Trying to Find Peace, Inner Peace

I noe my previous post was SUPER FIERY...
But these days I've been trying damn hard juz to forget those unpleasant events..

The first thing I did to relax was to go out with my eldest bro and nephew..
Thank Allah that it was on that very Sunday too that I finally got to "hang out" with my nephew.. Hahaz.. I noe, he's only almost 2 yrs old..
But really, all the "politics" and bullcrapping that I went thru these dayz, juz a few moments with my baby nephew and it kinda set my mind at ease..
I went out with my eldest bro's family (well, it's juz him, his wife and baby Harris!) to Suntec..
Kinda at ease coz I had no CT pprs on Monday...
We went to the "Koi Garden" in Suntec.. Once I get the pix back from my bro, I'll post 'em up...

The other "relaxing" thing that happened was today after my Maths ppr...
Zs, JonChan & I went down to Sim Lim Square coz I thought of looking thru some games (I noe my CT havent finished yet, but wut the heck.. I need to CHILL more these days)

Alas, I didn't buy anything 'cept look at some cool mousepads...
But the ONE incredible thing that the 3 of us did:
We walked all the way from Sim Lim Square to Tekka Mall and then to POTONG PASIR...
Coz after our Sim Lim "escapade", I brought ZS and Chan to Sheng Siong Hypermarket at Tekka Mall.. To show them the extremely cheap deodourant...
After that, we couldn't decide on where to go next...
Ended up ~~walking~~"trekking" from Little India all the way to Potong Pasir..
We spent like an hour plus walking..
Used Google Earth to estimate our total distance (minus walking from Bugis to Sim Lim)..
Turns out that the 3 of us walked 4.34Km...

And the "reward", both my legs hurt like hell now.. hahaz... Worth it..
Like I said, anything to get my mind of "politics"...
Anywayz, I'm soooo gonna wrap my my bio & chem now.. There's no ppr tmr for me! :)

Twistin' at 7:31 pm

Days of Hypocrisy

Days of Hypocrisy

Common test will begin in 2 days time for me, 'coz I dun haf any pprs on Monday..
Anywayz, this common test feels strange for me, mainly coz of the issues arising these past days...
It's such an ass when you're being blamed for smth you didn't do becoz you can't do...

Fuck man...
Let's juz say that coz I stood up for my fellow peers, I'm now being given a cold shoulder by those 'naysayers and hypocrites who dun wanna take risk that their better others have entrusted upon them...

Now, the prob is, I'm being falsely accused of doin nothing.. WHAT THE FUCK..
Juz imagine if you're in this situation and tell me whether or not you should be angry...
First, you are DENIED to access the work you're suppose to do..
Then, those mf bastards BLAME you for not doing them..

FUCK LA...
Every breath that I haf I will curse them for their ill behaviour.. May they realised it only when it's too late for them..
For they all have sinned and done wrong, I will NEVER FORGIVE them until Judgement Day...

Insya'Allah, may these hypocrites and liars find no peace nor success for they've tried to disturb the peace of others...

Twistin' at 4:35 pm

I Luv Mondays!

I Luv Mondays!

Woot!
Finally for once I get to go out of school on a monday right after I finish lessons...
The "sian-ness" of the past 2 weeks' mondays were that eventhough I finished at 2.30 (the earliest in e week), I had to stay back 'till damn late coz of council work.. :S
Well, good thing the next BIG EVENT for council isn't too close...

Anyways, I've just found out that I've been "voluntarily" selected by the road race peeps to become the position judge during SR's road race on the 3rd of Feb...
Position Judge?????
Great...
Means that this wednesday, I haf to go recce at wherever the race supposed to be held (MacRitchie I think...)

Haiz...
Betta prepare for my GP CT 2 tmr...
I'll definately blog more bout the road race thing..

Twistin' at 4:23 pm

Dessert Day & "Hecticulous" Dayz...

Dessert Day & "Hecticulous" Dayz...

Met up with my SA buddies YS and brandon at PTP macs today for dinner after Dessert Day or D'day debrief. After talking alot for awhile (?ironic?) we realised that JC life kinda sux... Coz of the workload... Missing the old 4SA care-free days...
Which makes me kinda think back bout the whole hectic week that I had since the last time I blogged.. So, bear with me, as this will be a long post.

Sunday:
I went out with Genn's OG (Calypso 2) to go kite-flying at Marina Bay. Met up with her OG people and found them to be quite a cheery bunch. Except they were very quiet when they saw me. But the instance genn came, they slowly began to warm up. Hahaz. Guess they were kinda afraid becoz I do look kinda stern or angry when I'm stoning.. LoL...

We ended up bowling 2 games since it was drizzling at the time. Here's some pix taken at the bowling alley:

After 2 games, we went to a nearby arcade and played Daytona! and ric played the parapara dance game.. He's sooo pro... The dude played like as if he's been practicing a lot or smth.. LoL..

Ric soooo FOCUSED on the parapara game..

Group pix inside the arcade..

After that, the drizzle stopped and we decided to do what we came to do: FLY KITE...
And that we did.. Albeit rather poorly coz only one of the kite flew while the other "went mad"...

The smaller, further kite was the more successful one, which we left there to fly by itself.. The nearer, bigger one is the rather unsucessful one... Which promptly fell like a few moments after this pix was taken..

Group pix taken by the waterfront...

Monkey faces!!! :O

My LOL pix!!! LOL!

Bobbing Heads pix 1

Bobbing Heads pix 2

Monkey Pix!!

By the time we finished our "photoshoot", it was getting late. We went back to PS for light dinner at macs b4 heading home.. Or towards Monday... :S

Monday - Wednesday
Hectic, hectic days... Filled with going home way way past sunset either due to interns, Dessert Day or 2nd O... Along these days, I accumulated ALOT of homework.. Of which several I've yet to do.. which are overdue.. Sianz...
Basically, thruout these days, I was super super filled with council admin work... And I learnt alot out of it too... But thankfully, I had my friends by my side.. which helped me passed thru these 3 days without turning insane...

Thursday
Woke up at 4.30am++ with fever... Knew that I finally got the cold from the other members of my family.. My mom, sis, and 2 brothers had it since tuesday.. Since I woke up fine on wednesday, I thought tt I'd be fine.. LoL... Thus, leaving only my dad to tend to the 5 of us for the whole of thursday...

Friday - D'day!
Woke up with a BANG!... Alarm clock sounded at 5.25 and I was supposed to do a wake up call for Jamie.. Turns out jamie's already awake like at 5.16..
Dragged myself to the norm routine of showering, performing dawn prayers, breakfast and off to school...
Anyways, with all the new rules imposed in SR.. It's starting to feel like some prefectorial or military school... Haiz.. Not all changes are for the better... Sianz..
Had Bio prac where we had to experiment with mealworms and it was kinda fun.. Then we all got kinda "sadistic".. LoL.. But what you gonna do... Those worms will met their end sooner or later.. ZS talked bout feeding some to the Kois...

Anywayz, after Friday congregational prayers, I went back to help out with the D'day peeps... It was kinda chaotic but we made a profit anyways... And good thing Limin added 3 extra tubs of ice cream to our stock.. For if she were to follow my initial advice of 12 tubs.. Our duty would've ended very very very much earlier...
The interns, eventhough others said they were disorganised, from my perspective they were SUPER hardworking!.. I mean all I did was to man the order booth and there's like several of the interns who's bz scooping out ice creams, serving the chocolate fondue, etc, etc.
Hahaz!
It was a truly great way to end my hectic week... I'm sooo looking forward to this weekend... So needing the rest, rest and more rest...

I'll probably blog next friday...

Twistin' at 10:29 pm

"Hellish" Week

"Hellish" Week

Been through alot this week.. Let's just say that the 1st part of the week was interesting... Partly 'coz of the fun time I had with the others during CCA carnival on wednesday..
But it's what happened after the CCA carnival that's troubling me.. Until today.. Haiz..
Simply, I think I've made it past the point of giving up...
Maybe...

Just hoping that tmr will brighten up this "oh-so" gloomy week...

At least there's hope...

Twistin' at 10:00 pm

Bon Voyage!

Bon Voyage!

Anywayz, juz finished uploading almost all of the orientation pix..
They are at PHOTOBUCKET LINK HERE. Search for mrtoot222
I'll post some here:

1st Day Pix:

Calypso before Walk-in!

Since the rest are candid shots, I'll move on to Day 2:

Calypso Banner

Mao mao trying to act "mao cool"

Monkey Mao & Li shan. LoL

Me bargaining with Don for the "cockroach"... LoL..

Me & the PR Feedback Girlz! At the 'Get Dirty' Games area

Crosseyed pix!

Here's the 3rd day pix:

Happy council PIX!! =D

The CROSSEYED peeps! So Cute! LoL

19th Printed Banner

That's bout as much as I'll put up tonite...
The rest are in my photobucket...
~Bon Voyage!~

... Muz start doing hw ...
..... Sad .....

Twistin' at 12:28 am

Friday....

Friday....

If my title is "friday..." means it's one of THOSE fridays again...

I noe orientation juz passed (which kinda went well...) but I'm not here to write bout it... (I'll write bout it later... After I uploaded e pix)

Anywayz, 2 "friday events happened that really really really affected my mood...

First, it was THAT person... Disregarded authority, LIED TO ME when I didn't even do anything to him (yes, it's a him)...
That person's actions like caused SOOO MUCH TROUBLE for the whole event and even made one of my OFCs soooo emotionally affected la... Haiz...
I've already made up my mind... 2nd O, this will NEVER happen...

Secondly, was after I was pissed by the first event and on the way home..
I walked out after de-brief with some of the councillors... I was really pissed by that first incident and was basically swearing about it all the way out (yes, I'm kinda ashamed I said those words.. But it just shows how angry I was).
Since the others had to take the bus stop towards hougang, I had to cross the road to go home...
At the time, S'goon road was congested.. And there was a yellow top cab and a black MPV... I was about to cross coz the congestion was so bad that those cars couldn't move eventhough it was a green light... I was about to cross (I put my right foot on the pavement) when the black MPV suddenly moved into the pedestrian lane, thus blocking it...
Since I was anrgy at the time, I kinda swore out some stuff (again..) towards the driver, and I kinda looked back to make sure the others who went to the bustop didn't hear it...
Then, CRASH!... A bike juz zoomed past in front of me and hit another cab at the T-intersection near our school...
I mean like, OMG... If I had juz continued crossing, it'd've been me... Sianz..

Fridays....
The strangeness of it all...

Twistin' at 11:12 pm